Hi,

Now we're on the end of the year, and I'm back here, heartbroken. I think this is the only place that I always come to. Maybe I just need place to let it all out, a place where I can be alone with myself without anyone knowing my deepest feeling.

Relationship: still single but happens to be in talking phase for about 2 weeks with this one man -my mom called him "M". But, suddenly he started to ghost me. lol. fml. Nahh, not literally ghost but he said that he need some time to spend time with himself. Yes, I respect his decision and time, but pls don't treat me like this. I thought we're both liked each other and we're really getting into the vibe. idk-lah. I honestly wish that he can tell me whether he like me or not. So that I can move on with my life. Feeling like this is soo sucks. I hate this "tergantung" feeling. fckk,

Besides those crazy relation-shit thingy, I'm moving out from my parents home and I live with other housemates with a cat named "Harvey". I live here in bustling city, Petaling Jaya. Reason why I moved out is because I starting my career here. It's been about one month working here, and I really am okay except the food here is soo pricey, spent RM15+ everyday for one meal per day. My current room is okay except there's no sunlight came in, because the window is facing the kitchen. Yeah, it's soo bad. But, I think I can handle it for another 11 months. hahaha. Basically, nothing interesting going on with my life. Everyday is just a cycle where I wake up, make coffee/tea, work, eat dinner, Netflix or YouTube, listen to music, social media, sleep. That's it. It is tough and tiring being an adult.

Before I forgot to update on my driving license, I finally got it on October, after failed two times. hahaha. Thank God I managed to get it before I starts my work. Malas lah nak pening-pening fikir nak test lagi, mintak cuti lagi.

I think that's all for now. 

Byee :')

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